hidup sebagai pendidik dan pelajar

dah lame rasa nye yneaza xcoretkan sumthing in this blog ... i really miss my blog ... so yneaza curik sket mase kerje ni untuk tulis sumthing kt sini ... i realized that last post yneaza pasal kejutan ex-student yneaza buat utk mjlis perpisahan ... seriusly that was the best moment utk yneaza sepjg mengajar di upm ... so skrg ni dh xde upm ... skrg bukak buku utk UPNM ... first yneaza masuk upnm terasa berada dibumi yang asing .. sbb environment laen ... yelah mane bule carik kampus dlm kem tentera kt tempat laen ... kiri kanan depan blakang sume berbaju uniform ... hijau ada, biru ada, putih pom ada ... smart ! tapi agak scary jugak la sume beruniform ... takot wooo ... bekerja dgn tentera ... so , first week jadi pendidik di sini , xrase ape2 .. bile dh start mengajar , tuh dia ... masok kuliah menggigil okeyh ! sapa kate student je yg takot , lecturer pom gigil masok kelas tao ... tapi bila dh masok mgu ke 2 dan seterusnya, yneaza dh ok ... selesa mengajar .. senang nk ajar diorg , disiplin mmg tinggi ... yneaza garang .. haha .. students sume nye lg besar dan tinggi dari yneaza ... hoho ... yneaza swonok ngajar kt sini, students hormat pensyarah ... oh lupa , yneaza ajar degree students ... dlu kt upm yneaza ajar foundation students .. sgt different since degree students they already matured enough to think the do's and dont's ... 1st subjects i hav to teach are numerical method and math engineering ... seriusly i had no idea wit math engine ... i never teach that subject .. every night and day i studied hard to understand math engine ... ( tuhla time degree dlu maen2 blaja.. kan dh menyesal skrg ) For a month yneaza blajar math engine shj .. since numerical is my field , so no worry sgt la kan ... then , start kelas, need to prepare all the tutorial, exercises , quizess and many more ... about 3 month phd yneaza xgerak2 .. fuhhh time tu mmg hypertension lah .. ada ter pk utk berhenti phd .. but KJ and DR Z and also kengkawan bg semgt and advice ... so i keep on even it's too hard ... so far dgn sume warga asasi upnm ni yneaza dh knal .. cume warga bangunan bestari ni je yneaza xknal sume lg .. sbb bgnn ni dikongsi bersama fakulti kejuruteraan ... skrg ni alhamdulillah yneaza berjaya melepasi sem 2 phd ... and mengajar pom dh abes ... tinggal nk tgu final exam, marking papers ... yneaza doa, moga student yneaza berjaya , bule jawab semua soalan dgn senang ... tapi at bottom of my heart, i still miss upm .. really , so much ... sumtimes ada pk nk back to upm .. but come on, life must go on, we product upm, xkn nk dok bwk ketiak upm lg kan .. it's time to show the world product upm sgt bgs ... tenx upm, i'll work hard utk menaikkan nama upnm and secara xsengaja nya akan naek kn jugak nama upm ... so ini shj utk skrg ... will update later .. till then ... bye ~